Last night I

Met the most amazing girl I've ever met. She is pretty much perfect, but the only thing is she lives in Tampa and I don't. This makes me really want to move to Tampa, just so I could be with her. I won't really move though, just make constant visits down there when I get my car and license. It's like, my life suddenly got better when I met her and I want it to stay that way. I'll never be able to move away from my friends just like that though, so it wouldn't be anytime soon. I just want to see her again, soon. <3

When I grow old I'll be alone.

I heart PlayRadioPlay!
I drew a picture for them in Algebra, and Kristina helped me draw a fat dinosaur for it.
Oh geez, I keep getting distracted in the classes that I'm not doing good in.
I realized earlier today that I want to be the frontman in a band.
Seriously, I really want to. But I won't get my hopes up because there's not a good chance of having any bands that need a guy in highschool being their frontman.

On another note, I'm single. Don't get all cliche about it either or I'm gonna judo kick your ass. Not really feeling any deep emotions lately, I guess it's my sickness taking out my ability to think deeply about anything and replacing it with me wanting to sleep.
That's about all I can say.



P.S. I'm trying to makeover my life right now, so I'll be a little bit of a mess for a while. Don't mind it.

A Complete Catastrophe

I can tell I'm getting sick. AGAIN.

I seiously can't get this song out of my head, but at least it's not a bad song, you know?
I'm at my mom's work right now, and it's super boring. It gives me this MAJOR headache and it doesn't go away until I get distracted by stuff, which is pretty hard right now. One of these days I swear I'm gonna just like, throw away everything in my life that's important to me. I know I will and as much as I want to stop it from ever happening, I know I can't. Things are just getting too out of control in my head, it feels like I'm about to explode from the pressure I get every day. Some things just aren't worth it though, so don't worry about it happening soon. I have enough control to stop it for a while. Besides, I love my friends too much to huurt any of them at all. I'd be hurting myself at the same time. They're one of the reasons I'm not going to ruin anything, purposely. Sure, I don't really have more than one or two people to tell everything to, but those couple people are the absolute world to me. Everyone tells me that I care too much about other people, but, they really just don't care enough about other people. That's what I think.

On another note, today was actually one of the better days I've had this week, so far.

P.S. I want to start a band.



Currently Listening to: The Alamo Is No Place For Dancing - The Scene Aesthetic
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