When it was all fucked up from the beginning anyways?
I knew it would stay this way and it did. I shouldn't even try anymore, but I don't do it intentionally.
FUCK,I HATE THIS.
It's not a battle worth fighting for, and I'm still trying to make some sense out of it.
Whatever, it won't matter sooner or later. Hopefully, sooner. I'm tired of always ending up the hurt one when it's over.
I want to walk away with a light heart for once.
I don't run out of things to say about this, I just give up on talking. I don't feel like letting you read me like my insides are spilled onto a table in front of you. I might post something else later.
And after everything you put me through, I should have fucking pissed on you.